Welcome to my Nightmare Wahhahahahaha

My Greatest fear is that I won't have a good future. I often wonder, what if I mess up during school, I don't pass a class. Which would not allow me to go to college. I really wanna go to collage, to learn, inorder to be successful in life. But what if I don't mess up in high school, what if I'm already in college , but I mess up there. In college. What if the classes are to hard for me to handle, what if I can't pass the class. All the stress pilling up on me, like in high school, only a hundered times worse. If I don't get thought high school I won't be successful. I'm very scared and nervous about what the future has in hold for me. I wanna travel the world, enjoy life, but without getting through high school, college, the fear inside of me continuse to torment me with growing pain. I often get nightmares, when i'm off track and have to do summer homework. The feeling I have of not haven completed the homework assignment is emense! It's as if someone took a giant peace from your chest, and you feel incomplete. I fear the day when I have to prove myself worthy.